Fuck…I feel so empty. But ima try again tomoro

Fuck…I feel so empty. But ima try again tomoro

I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE FULLY HAPPY WITHOUT TRYING TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY.

I DON’T KNOW HOW TO BE FULLY HAPPY WITHOUT TRYING TO MAKE SOMEONE ELSE HAPPY.

OMG I just heard the most profound thing ever and I soo relate!  "I don’t know how to be me. All I know how to be being with someone and making another person happy." YESS!!!

OMG

I just heard the most profound thing ever and I soo relate! 

"I don’t know how to be me. All I know how to be being with someone and making another person happy."

YESS!!!

This song helped me release some tension i had been holding back for some time now. I cried my eyes out and balled and yelled. Hopefully this can be the first step to me feeling better. Thank you Mariah & Whitney
In a world full of madness, I need to try to find some type of inner peace for myself. I feel like im slowly dying but I want to get back up and be happy for myself, not for anyones love.

In a world full of madness, I need to try to find some type of inner peace for myself. I feel like im slowly dying but I want to get back up and be happy for myself, not for anyones love.

I can’t wait to tell you to go to hell

I can’t wait to tell you to go to hell

I’ve slipped out of life. Just let me hang on again?

I’ve slipped out of life. Just let me hang on again?

My destiny I realize now that I need to stop fighting and give up. I am not meant to be with anybody right now but myself. No one in this world will ever be selfless. Everyone is selfish. Everyone looks out for their own well being and has no consideration for anybody else at all. I do’nt know why I put peoples feelings ahead of my own, why i care so much. No one  does the same. No one ever will. They will take advantage and manipulate you until they are satisfied and have gotten what they want. Thats how everyone is programmed to be. And no one will admit it because everyone knows they are just like everyone else so if you point it out to them they will give you a strange response. Because that is the way it is supoosed to be. Nobody will ever care about another person like they care about themselves. We are all selfish. Or at least, every person will realize what im realizing now and will soon become selfish themselves. People just don’t care.

My destiny

I realize now that I need to stop fighting and give up. I am not meant to be with anybody right now but myself. No one in this world will ever be selfless. Everyone is selfish. Everyone looks out for their own well being and has no consideration for anybody else at all. I do’nt know why I put peoples feelings ahead of my own, why i care so much. No one  does the same. No one ever will. They will take advantage and manipulate you until they are satisfied and have gotten what they want. Thats how everyone is programmed to be. And no one will admit it because everyone knows they are just like everyone else so if you point it out to them they will give you a strange response. Because that is the way it is supoosed to be. Nobody will ever care about another person like they care about themselves. We are all selfish. Or at least, every person will realize what im realizing now and will soon become selfish themselves. People just don’t care.